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Fallen from grace still stuck in the past



Out from the light I have been cast



A worthless soul just wondering how long I will last



Another meaningless life continuing to fall fast







Ready to go knowing that I will never fly



Yet I am still waiting until I am allowed to die



Lost in this world just watching time go by



Unable to make sense of life no matter how hard I try







Stuck in this hole from witch I am unable to rise above



Bringing nothing but pain trouble to those I love



Sorrow and unhappiness hidden under my breath



All I can ever think about is death







Second guessing everything for nothing is ever as it seems



Trying to figure out all of societies crooked schemes



Restless nights of vivid images invading my dreams



Losing control and drowning in my own silent screams







Wearing this mask unable to let my true self show



Constantly being watched every where that I go



I am always at my boiling point ready to blow



No matter what I do my rage continues to grow







No more happiness only feelings of anger, sorrow, and self hate are here to stay



Losing my grip on reality my sanity is slowly slipping away



Slipping through life unsure of what I should do or say



Continuously being tortured by my own thought every day







Feeling dead, empty, and lost inside



Just a waste I don't have any right to pride



Falling further down lost under life's tide



I am no longer wanting to be on this ride







I don't really even deserve to be here



Hell my life is completely controlled by fear



From all of this I wish that I could just disappear



I don't think that I can last another year







If it was not for my family my life I would gladly take



After all in this life my happiness I have to fake



I don't know how much more of this life I can take



Just wanna go to sleep never again to wake







I truly believe that I would much happier dead



Let the world forget about everything I have ever done or said



Finally be free from the torture from my own head



At last I would be free from this life of dread

As the darkness fades in,

Dark shadows put their nails up against the soft skin.

Being intoxicated in pleasure they crave for more,

O how intellectual they are in how they leave my body so sore.



Sweet incentives keep increasing(kiss me please, touch me please) and they all mix,

Of this I can not stop until I have gotten my fix.

Cuts lashed deep inside,

I am letting go of all of my pride.



Body fluids mixed with blood as I am laid to rest,

Just another corpse for the maggots to digest.

Lost to this world of eternal bliss,

Taken away by the devil's little succubus.



Forever I lay me down to sleep,

Knowing that my soul she aims to keep.

Laying in her arms I know I will never wake,

Yet I am glad that it is my soul that she aims to take.

Eyes so cold they freeze my soul,

A touch so hot I'm left burnt like a piece of coal.

With a voice so soft my heart she stole,

By her side for eternity is now my only role.



I no longer care for my own desires,

I will stay at her side even after this life expires.

I will fallow her into the hottest fires,

For her I would build or destroy the strongest empires.



There is nothing for her that I would not do,

For her there is nothing I would not go through.

I would destroy everything if she wanted me to,

To me her love is the only thing that I hold true.



With her softly spoken words I will either destroy or mend,

Only for her does my own will bend.

For eternity her life I will defend,

I will fallow her to the very end.